A2 • PEARLS OF WISDOM

I wanted to share with you that the whole time [except for the last live class], I went kicking and screaming to every live zoom call. You see, I really detest being in front of the camera. Yet, I knew that was exactly what Mother Sophia was asking me to do. If it was up to me, I would have taught these classes through teleconferencing. So teaching the live classes was bringing up layers of resistance every week. I got through the resistance by using the Codes which enabled me to show up for the class, but I sure wasn't happy about it. And after every meeting, I would say "never again." So it's been quite a ride for me over the last two months, to say the least.

But it wasn't until the New Earth Cooperative meeting on the 10th that I finally saw what the underlying trigger was. The trigger was seeing my reflection looking back at me. You see, when I'm speaking in front of a live audience, I'm okay, because I don't have to look at myself. But on the zoom calls, all I see is me looking back. My little girl, who was hiding out in another dimension until two Easters ago, was not happy about being seen in front of the camera. In fact, I spent my whole life trying to be invisible, although my ego had other ideas about it at times.

So I'm sharing this because you are not going to always like what shows up for you to deal with while working with the Christ Codes. Yet, the only way to overcome your feelings is to face them and all your hard feelings about them. So I encourage and challenge everyone to have a naked love fest in front of the mirror and tell yourself how much you love yourself for at least 20 minutes [if you can] and let us know what it was like. What resistances came up for you and how did you deal with it?

Love,

Son'Yah