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Difficulty at the Beginning

Updated: Nov 1, 2022

The key to difficulty at the beginning is overcoming the fear of death. This is accomplished by slaying the false king or lower ego through receptivity to the truth of your divinity as the co-creator of your reality. 

The lower ego is the less developed aspect of the mental body that works with the physical senses, habits, ancestral memory, and other lifetimes or lifestreams. To cross the rainbow bridge, many initiations are necessary to remove all the obstacles the ego places before the mind and emotions to maintain its false third-dimensional reality.

The illusory reality supported by the ego manifests itself through the dark undersoul. The undersoul is the shadow self. It carries the ancestral karmic burden and gene records that are stored in the subconscious mind and the egotistical shell. If one has failed to respond to their tribal, and/or family conscience in this or other lifestreams, the undersoul will build around itself an egotistical shell.1

The Undersoul

The undersoul is the home of all ego and reactionary systems from this and other lifestreams. Thus, the undersoul is the container that holds all the debris-laden thoughts, deeds, and actions, created by the lower ego and the subconscious mind, that are based on conditions, rather than unconditional love.

The subconscious mind draws upon the past from the Collective Unconscious which is active within the soul’s memory. The Collective Unconscious is the memory-body of the earth that collects and records experimental creativity made up of egotistical will experience.2 We often perceive this energy as the adversary, the enemy, or the nemesis. (In a religious context, this energy has been called “sin” or “Satan.”)

The undersoul is cleansed through the fire of initiation which clarifies Sophia’s Will and Plan for your life and soul dedication. Thus, the confusion of difficulty at the beginning transcends itself through the clarity of understanding, in the end, bringing peace of mind and a new inner vision for your life.



Excerpts were taken from Christ Codes: 2029 Ascension Mastery.

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1 Colton, The Archetypal Kingdom, p, 144.
2 Ibid., p. 361.

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